in the darkest moment of the night, remember that dawn is only hours away

Life is changing, for the past 2 years I felt like I was in a deep hole, struggling to pull myself out but completely hopeless and feeling like I was stuck in a rut that I couldn’t get myself out of. I didn’t admit to myself but I was depressed…I wouldn’t get out of the house except to go to school…no movies, no dinners, no phone…I cut out alot of friends. I was so alone and unbearably sad, drifting along with no destination in sight. I foolishly let many opportunities pass me by - and I still regret some of them to this day. But day by day…I find myself hanging my head up and feeling optimist about the future and my role in it. I’ve looked back one last time, learned from my mistakes, and went ahead closing that sad chapter in my life.

The sun is shining in my eyes, the birds sing me a private melody, the grass looks greener underneath my feet and my rose coloured glasses fit perfectly behind my ears.