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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

For the love of books

Books are wonderful friends waiting to be discovered, cherished, and lovingly held. Granted, I do not read the classics nor can I successfully hold up an intelligent (boring) discussion or analysis because, although I’ve been blessed in many ways, I do have problems with bad memory and making sense of the jumbled thoughts in my head vying to be let loose. I stumble over my words, feeling as if they are choking me, piling up at the back of my throat and any sort of coherent thread I was weaving unravels, leaving me with a gaping mouth and a blank mind. That's one of my numerous pet peeves. It is the reason a frozen smile finds its way to my lips whenever I hear the dreaded words “What are you reading”. I hurriedly mumble my answer, annoyed at the interruption, and shove my head back to the book, hoping that they get the hint and move on.

Its crazy, but whenever I talk about a book that I love, I find that it is not as interesting as I initially thought. It loses some of its brilliance and becomes just like another piece of engraved wood. Usually because whenever I go into a discussion I tend have a totally different idea than everyone else. Probably have some sort of freaky, unnatural attachment towards them. I guess that's why I have always felt comfortable and a sense of belonging in any library I came across. Just passing through the doors, taking a big breath, and inhaling the dizzy fragrance of old paper and smudged ink has the power to calm me. A place of refuge. Some people find escape in food, others in shopping sprees while still others prefer social gatherings. For me, its quite simple. A book. Doesn't matter what it is just as long as its not academic *shivers*. Mystery, horror, romance, non-fiction, fantasy. I do not discriminate. They all have value and should be appreciated as such.

Happiness is what you make of it. And for me, nothing beats curling up with a good book, a cup of steaming tea, a few drops of Hershey kisses, hair loose, one leg on top of the arm of a couch and the other resting on a coffee table, while Sarah McLanchlan plays softly in the background.

Sometimes, one finds the simplest things in life make it interesting and enjoyable. Its cheaper than drugs too.

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